Boy oh boy have I been in a funk. I don’t want to give the impression that I have given up on my purpose – because I have not. But honestly I have been struggling to make something happen. I sit down to work and I am blank. It has been frustrating. I have stayed true to doing one thing in the direction of my dream everyday but I wasn’t able to push the cloudiness away. Then it just lifted. And my thoughts generated an idea and I got to work.
I think we have a tendency to assume we are always procrastinating when maybe our guidance is really trying to get us to shift direction and raise our vibration but we are not picking up on the lead. I am starting to notice the experience is different between procrastinating – avoiding doing something, and feeling suspended in a foggy nothingness that is developing into something. What if this is part of the experience of raising one’s vibrational energy?
“Genius thus seems to proceed from sudden revelation rather than conceptualization, but there is an unseen process involved: Although the genius’ mind may appear stalled and frustrated with the problem, what it’s really doing is preparing the field. There’s a struggle with reason that eventually leads,…to a rational impasse from which the only way forward is to leap from a lower attractor energy pattern to a higher one…
Recognized geniuses may be rare, but genius resides within all of us. There’s no such thing as “luck” or “accident” in this cosmos; and not only is everything connected to everything else, no one is excluded from the universe – we’re all members. Consciousness, like physicality, is a universal quality; because genius is a characteristic of consciousness, genius is also universal, it follows that that which is universal is available to each and every person.“ Power vs. Force, David R Hawkins, M.D., Ph.D.
So I must acknowledge this moment of revelation with overflowing gratitude.
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
Peace, Love, Joy & Gratitude!
Because the fact that I am writing this blog post means I have moved on to a place of some clarity and I’m able to write about it. I was truly stuck and it was creating a lot of fear and pressure that I now realize I created which then pulled me back to the lower vibrational energy which kept me from finding solutions.
Wow! We really have to relax, open up, pay attention, listen and just Be.
Peace, Love, Joy & Gratitude!